BYE

THIS WILL PROBABLY BE MY LAST POST FOR BLOGSPOT. I AM FACING A NEW CHAPTER IN MY LIFE, THAT MEANS HAVING A NEW BLOG TOO.

IN CHANGING MY TEMPLATES

...this means I need to edit the color of my other posts. I should've chosen a darker one so that I don't have to edit, but just like what my classmate said:

"New life, new aura." <<-- she was referring to her room, but thanks for the idea.

[WILL CHANGE THE COLORS SOON]

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Murder the Boredom

Seriously speaking, it's 3:30 A.M., and I still have no plans on hitting the sack. I think I am very thoughtful today. I've been thinking about my classmates. Now that we are about to graduate, and we only have a few more days left to still have the right to call ourselves high school students, I feel that the world's weight really rests upon our shoulders.

Nah. Call me emotional or what. Don't know, don't care. Sorry about the senseless post.

A VERY LONG POST

This is going to be a very long post. I haven't posted a post [hehe] for the past two months. The past two months seem so short that I have lost track. For my readers [I only know one], read on:

I remember posting something about being so happy that the year 2007 is ending. True. True. I haven't been really grateful about what happened last year.

This year, so far, has been a good year. It gave me a wonderful start.

NOTABLE HAPPENINGS [in my lfe lang]:

JANUARY

>> I passed the UPCAT. This means that there's to turning back anymore. I need to face the challenges before I become a TRUE DESIGNER. :D

>>I got the lowest grade in the 3rd quarter exam in TRIGONOMETRY. :( But haha. Who cares?

FEBRUARY

>> JS PROM. :D This year is better. haha. Period. I did not dance with the people I "promised" to dance with.

>> The first time in my life: sumabog ako sa stress. Hahah. It turned out to be good for me.

>>Last day of classes: FEB 29.

MARCH

>>Exams. Actually, I think I failed. Hahaha.

>>Went to the RETREAT in the "RURAL AREA"

>>DID NOT ATTEND THE FOLLOWING "LAST NA" MOMENTS:

RECOGNITION DAY [I only have a few awards, so, why bother?]

GRADUATION BALL [Even if I have a dress. I didn't feel like going]

>>Called UP Humanities Division. I found out about needing a PORTFOLIO [with at least 5 artworks]. It broke my heart.

Anyway, graduation is on the 28th. ATTIRE: Barong. I don't know if I'm going to have mine taken from teh cemetery. ALSO, a very good friend of mine [sayang hindi classmate], KRISTAL is the batch's SALUTATORIAN. The gal is darn intelligent. SO HAPPY FOR HER!!!!

[WILL UPDATE SOON.]

Paalam na, 2007.

Hah! You're history!

Goodbye 2007! I will never miss you.

To be honest, I've decided not to post anything until tomorrow evening. That changed, however, when I happened to browse the boring TV channels [that includes my favorite channels as well], and eventually stumbled upon this show in a local channel [which, of course, I will not name].

The show's episode was about thanking 2007. I mean, I have some things [operative word: SOME] to thank for given to me by the year 2007, but it gave me more grief than blessings. Yeap, GRIEF.

I don't want to go over the details. I just felt like spilling my feelings today. Hah! 2007 --you're history!

Updates.

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS nga pala. I forgot to post something here or hindi lang talaga ako OL. Actually, dahil sa Christmas, I lost track of time. I mean, parang kagabi lang ang Christmas Eve, then, December 29 na agad? OMG.

Honestly, medyo boring ang holidays ko. It is so uneventful, wala talagang nangyayari na special na nakakasaya. Oh well. I spent the boring Christmas with my mother and brother. Nagmo-movie marathon lang sila lagi, at ako naman, nakakaharap sa PS2.

Oh. Kingdom Hearts pala ang linalaro ko ngayon. Nyahahahaha. SORA is <3.>

Wala na pala akong pakialam sa PSP ko. Hindi kami nagme-make love ngayon. Ahahaha. I'm so glued to other things. :D

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Anyway, want to know the details of what I've been up to these days? Same lang man, pero, ina-update ko lang.

>>> DRAWING as usual. I'M SO TRYING HARD! I need to pass the talent test so badly! Argh.

Help. I need help. As in.

>> I'm also playing Kingdom Hearts. I <3>

>> I'm also continuing my READING SESSIONS. Aw, Book 10 na pala ang ni-ri-read ko ngayon sa A Series of Unfortunate Events. Idol ko talaga si Esme Squalor. Wala lang. :D

>> I'm also trying to write three (3) essays for Filipino. Gosh naman, ang corny ng mga sinusulat ko. Take note: sinusulat pa lang. 'Di pa ako natatapos, and I don't even think na matatapos pa ako.

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Oo nga pala,

sinong gustong magdonate ng EYE SHADOW sa akin? ahahahaha. :D

THANKS SO MUCH. :]

ANY SHADE LANG NG BAYULET. :D

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Anyway, HELLO KRISTAL! :D

On Becoming Emo and Being Selfish

I don't know about you, but I sure do know about me.

First things first: I think I am becoming emo these days. I mean, I don't mean to discriminate people who call themselves emo [especially those who really are emos], but I just want to know what it really is. Is it all about being depressed and sad and all? I don't know. Oh well. Honestly, I am depressed and sad these days. I can't smile easily. I can't laugh easily --all because of selfishness.

Second: I am being selfish. I was tasked to make a letter [even if I am not tasked, I still end up being the one who SHOULD make it]. I was very devastated with someone and disappointed as well. I mean, he/she seems like he/she is just in the comfort zone, whereas, I, --I who should be doing something else, is the one worrying for that letter thingy. Therefore, due to anger or whatever you call it, I passed the task to all the people whose positions are higher than mine. Hah! At least I get to be free from obligations, which, of course, in the first place, do not really belong to me.

THE END for now.