On Becoming Emo and Being Selfish

I don't know about you, but I sure do know about me.

First things first: I think I am becoming emo these days. I mean, I don't mean to discriminate people who call themselves emo [especially those who really are emos], but I just want to know what it really is. Is it all about being depressed and sad and all? I don't know. Oh well. Honestly, I am depressed and sad these days. I can't smile easily. I can't laugh easily --all because of selfishness.

Second: I am being selfish. I was tasked to make a letter [even if I am not tasked, I still end up being the one who SHOULD make it]. I was very devastated with someone and disappointed as well. I mean, he/she seems like he/she is just in the comfort zone, whereas, I, --I who should be doing something else, is the one worrying for that letter thingy. Therefore, due to anger or whatever you call it, I passed the task to all the people whose positions are higher than mine. Hah! At least I get to be free from obligations, which, of course, in the first place, do not really belong to me.

THE END for now.