Paalam na, 2007.

Hah! You're history!

Goodbye 2007! I will never miss you.

To be honest, I've decided not to post anything until tomorrow evening. That changed, however, when I happened to browse the boring TV channels [that includes my favorite channels as well], and eventually stumbled upon this show in a local channel [which, of course, I will not name].

The show's episode was about thanking 2007. I mean, I have some things [operative word: SOME] to thank for given to me by the year 2007, but it gave me more grief than blessings. Yeap, GRIEF.

I don't want to go over the details. I just felt like spilling my feelings today. Hah! 2007 --you're history!

Updates.

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS nga pala. I forgot to post something here or hindi lang talaga ako OL. Actually, dahil sa Christmas, I lost track of time. I mean, parang kagabi lang ang Christmas Eve, then, December 29 na agad? OMG.

Honestly, medyo boring ang holidays ko. It is so uneventful, wala talagang nangyayari na special na nakakasaya. Oh well. I spent the boring Christmas with my mother and brother. Nagmo-movie marathon lang sila lagi, at ako naman, nakakaharap sa PS2.

Oh. Kingdom Hearts pala ang linalaro ko ngayon. Nyahahahaha. SORA is <3.>

Wala na pala akong pakialam sa PSP ko. Hindi kami nagme-make love ngayon. Ahahaha. I'm so glued to other things. :D

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Anyway, want to know the details of what I've been up to these days? Same lang man, pero, ina-update ko lang.

>>> DRAWING as usual. I'M SO TRYING HARD! I need to pass the talent test so badly! Argh.

Help. I need help. As in.

>> I'm also playing Kingdom Hearts. I <3>

>> I'm also continuing my READING SESSIONS. Aw, Book 10 na pala ang ni-ri-read ko ngayon sa A Series of Unfortunate Events. Idol ko talaga si Esme Squalor. Wala lang. :D

>> I'm also trying to write three (3) essays for Filipino. Gosh naman, ang corny ng mga sinusulat ko. Take note: sinusulat pa lang. 'Di pa ako natatapos, and I don't even think na matatapos pa ako.

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Oo nga pala,

sinong gustong magdonate ng EYE SHADOW sa akin? ahahahaha. :D

THANKS SO MUCH. :]

ANY SHADE LANG NG BAYULET. :D

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Anyway, HELLO KRISTAL! :D

On Becoming Emo and Being Selfish

I don't know about you, but I sure do know about me.

First things first: I think I am becoming emo these days. I mean, I don't mean to discriminate people who call themselves emo [especially those who really are emos], but I just want to know what it really is. Is it all about being depressed and sad and all? I don't know. Oh well. Honestly, I am depressed and sad these days. I can't smile easily. I can't laugh easily --all because of selfishness.

Second: I am being selfish. I was tasked to make a letter [even if I am not tasked, I still end up being the one who SHOULD make it]. I was very devastated with someone and disappointed as well. I mean, he/she seems like he/she is just in the comfort zone, whereas, I, --I who should be doing something else, is the one worrying for that letter thingy. Therefore, due to anger or whatever you call it, I passed the task to all the people whose positions are higher than mine. Hah! At least I get to be free from obligations, which, of course, in the first place, do not really belong to me.

THE END for now.

So like... this isn't happening, right?

I've been in a hiatus for quite a long time. Oh yeah, my last post was last December 2, right? I remember that it was still during the Ateneo Fiesta. Anyway, I've not updated for quite a time so here's a rundown of the things I've been up to since then:

>> I'm so darn busy right now with my art stuff. Yeah, art stuff. Your eyes are not deceiving you nor are they trying to play tricks on you. I'm into anime and heavy metal right now [which are very,very UNUSUAL for me to do since my forte is cartoons]. I am desperate in passing U.P.'s talent test, so...

>>Aside from that, my PSP and I are always making love. It's not what you are thinking. Ahahaha! All I am trying to say is that I am always playing with my PSP. Oh well. It's enough to kill boredom for the time being.

>>Next thing is, I am trying to learn music. Yes, I am trying to learn even just a little bit of music. Just imagine: I have not a little musical talent. Therefore, I am trying and doing my best to make it work. Oh yeah, I'm just playing the recorder... so, don't be too harsh. :D

>>I'm also continuing my reading session. Yep, yep. I am continuing my reading session. I so love my books. Last November, I received my complete series of A Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket. I read, read, and read my heart out. Oh well. I'm still in Book 8 because I'm currently reading a Haruki Murakami [I won't tell you the title. XP]

>>Aside from those mentioned above, did I mention that I literally killed my laptop? Now, I have nothing to use except some old 6 gb computer which is toooooooo slow!

Anyway, I'm just in the mood of typing something today. I just feel like spilling my thoughts out, so, read if you must. I thought that I'm being an optimist these days, but those seem to have no effect. I'm back to my old self ---my PESSIMISTIC self. Wanna read the reasons? Then continue. :D

>>The research paper really has no impact on me. I'm not stressed about it.

Actually, I am just stressed with the daily notes for science. Eh sana, kung may natutunan ako everyday sa physics at sinusulat ko sa daily notes, eh sana 99 na ang grade ko sa card. Nakakainis ang nagsusulat ng madami at nakakakuha ng A+, eh, pagdating naman sa card eh kulelat naman. Argh! I'm so pissed off.

Oh well.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

IT'S BEEN QUITE A WHILE

I've been gone for a long time.

Ayoko na i-recount kung anong nangyari for the past month or so.

It's not like something really grand has happened, pero, I FEEL like not typing anything except what I am saying right now.

Perhaps, sooner or later, perhaps lang.